it really has been deserted for the longest time.
Dear, i m sorry, i disappointed u. i disappointed everyone. i might juz really b not clear minded now. but i noe i will not regret tis decision of mine. if i dun do tis now, i noe i will regret not knowing the outcome of tis love. it has only been like 2 months, but so much has happened to mi during the 2 months. there are alot of things tt happened and i juz cannot believe it. someone came into my life and dug out the deepest feelings in my heart, exposed mi like its the easiest thing on earth. i tout i hid it well, at least well enough not to let anyone noe. but it wasn't the case. everything tt happened is too freaky, freaky tt even sometimes i dun believe it. all the coincidences tt happened btw us is juz beyond wat ppl will believe. it might juz b some bullshit to everyone.
everything came at the wrong time. i did wrong, now, i m trying to make the wrong right. nobody supported mi in the route tt i chose. mayb i m juz selfish. i have been rationale my whole life. dear, jiu rang wo ren xin yi chi hao ma? all i can sae is things started to turn out better on my family side. all my life, i have been waiting for things to happen, tis time, i made it happen.
i miss the good old days dear, let's meet up one day ok?
its been abandoned for so so so so so so so so so long oreadi. haha... look so deserted.. i'm in the lib now. waiting for 4 to come so tt i can go for lesson. haha.. no life man!!! from the corner of my eyes i can c muthru.. but i juz too too lazy to go up to him to sae hi.. pretending tt i didn't c him. haha. i dun tink he saw mi too. haha... guess dear u oreadi rotting in the band room rite now. haha.. continue to rot ba.. haha..
realli is abit empty sia... but beta den in a mess rite? hehe...
u haf been feeling kind of down at tis period of time. guess alot of things haf happened to u. but i dunoe wat... u haf been keeping everiting to urself. i realli wish to noe wat is going on. but u chose to keep everiting to urself. mayb i m juz not the rite person to confide in.. but i realli hope tt u will b able to pass tis difficult period of time. i will b there for u when u nd mi darling...
i like tt pic... beri nice..
