besties !

2007-03-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

希望你幸福

2007-03-10T08:56:00.000+08:00

it really has been deserted for the longest time.
Dear, i m sorry, i disappointed u. i disappointed everyone. i might juz really b not clear minded now. but i noe i will not regret tis decision of mine. if i dun do tis now, i noe i will regret not knowing the outcome of tis love. it has only been like 2 months, but so much has happened to mi during the 2 months. there are alot of things tt happened and i juz cannot believe it. someone came into my life and dug out the deepest feelings in my heart, exposed mi like its the easiest thing on earth. i tout i hid it well, at least well enough not to let anyone noe. but it wasn't the case. everything tt happened is too freaky, freaky tt even sometimes i dun believe it. all the coincidences tt happened btw us is juz beyond wat ppl will believe. it might juz b some bullshit to everyone.
everything came at the wrong time. i did wrong, now, i m trying to make the wrong right. nobody supported mi in the route tt i chose. mayb i m juz selfish. i have been rationale my whole life. dear, jiu rang wo ren xin yi chi hao ma? all i can sae is things started to turn out better on my family side. all my life, i have been waiting for things to happen, tis time, i made it happen.
i miss the good old days dear, let's meet up one day ok?

2005-03-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

its been abandoned for so so so so so so so so so long oreadi. haha... look so deserted.. i'm in the lib now. waiting for 4 to come so tt i can go for lesson. haha.. no life man!!! from the corner of my eyes i can c muthru.. but i juz too too lazy to go up to him to sae hi.. pretending tt i didn't c him. haha. i dun tink he saw mi too. haha... guess dear u oreadi rotting in the band room rite now. haha.. continue to rot ba.. haha..

2004-09-23T08:09:00.000+08:00

realli is abit empty sia... but beta den in a mess rite? hehe...

2004-07-22T16:01:00.000+08:00

i was meant to live for so much more.
really. ):

2004-07-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

u haf been feeling kind of down at tis period of time. guess alot of things haf happened to u. but i dunoe wat... u haf been keeping everiting to urself. i realli wish to noe wat is going on. but u chose to keep everiting to urself. mayb i m juz not the rite person to confide in.. but i realli hope tt u will b able to pass tis difficult period of time. i will b there for u when u nd mi darling...

2004-06-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

i like tt pic... beri nice..

2004-06-15T19:42:00.001+08:00

ahh. tingweireb. yes. long enough ago for many stuff to have took place. seems so long ago the 3 of us chilled together.

she has moved on and leads a different life. we were happy while we lasted. so, we should be happy for her too. as long as she is happy.

well, i know i am happy. because i have you, yingyee. (:

sometimes, you don't know what's so good about someone. but they're just irreplaceable.
yes. this is from me to you.

and i'm also very glad that it's you, not anyone else.

i love you so much.

2004-06-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

like wat u sae, sumtimes we juz like tt person without a reason. u r the one man! n i m glad tt u r the one. not juz ani other one. but its chang jiawei carerra!!!! haha... i m proud of u my best fren!!! i luv u...

2004-06-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

ting, wei, reb? seems like a long long long long time i last saw tis pic of us. sumting tt i'll always rmb. but where is she now? lost i guess.. will we ever find her back? the ting tt we all noe?

2004-05-31T09:13:00.000+08:00

long long long LONG time didnb't c my best fren liao. miss her badly. real bad. but she's working, i'm working. so hard to meet up oso.. but todae is the lucky dae tt we r meeting! haha.. suppose to meet her at bugis den go down to holland to cut hair? mayb. haha... still got 2hrs 45mins to seeing her! haha... missing u my bestfren!!!!

2004-05-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

For my bestfriend.

When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful.
Every hour we spent together,
Lives within my heart.

And when i was sad,
She was there to dry my tears.
And when i was happy,
So was she.

Through the summer, and the fall,
We had each other, that was all.
Just she and I together,
Like it was meant to be.

And when i was lonely,
She was there to comfort me.
And i knew that she loved me.

So the years went by,
She stayed the same.
But i began to drift away,
She was left alone.

Still she waited for the day,
When i'd say: "I will always love you".

Lonely and forgotten,
Never thought i'd look her way.
And i smiled at her and held her,
Just like i used to do.

Like i loved her.
When i loved her.

When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful.
Every hour we spent together,
Lives within my heart.

And this love, for my bestfriend, would last an eternity. Even if we've lost each other halfway, even if rude remarks or hard feelings are imposted, deep down, i know for sure, i'll love you forever. (:

2004-05-24T15:37:00.000+08:00

wif u ard, wat more could i ask for best fren? haha...tink i always did things to hurt u, but didn't realise things until i hurt u oreadi. its mi, the insensible best fren. i'm sori. i deserve watever attitude tt u gif mi. we'll work things out again rite? i miss u... ya, i too asked myself y r we best frens. there's no ans in it i guess. fate? haha... it sure brought us tog. bonded us tog. hope this fate will do tt for us forever. its nice to haf tis kind of fate wif u. i enjoy it. i luv it. yes, we deserve to b each other's best fren wif not a valid reason. but tt's a nice thing. cos if we had been best fren for a reason, we wouldn't b best fren if the reason changed. now tt we dun haf one reason to b best fren, its the best reason to b best fren forever! haha... understand? sounds abit funi huh? haha... but no matter wat, i still treat u as my best fren. the one n onli one in my heart. no one can replace...

2004-05-23T01:36:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, we'll meet. (( Hopefully. )) Till then, I love you, bestfriend.

And yes, differences in between; we possess alot. "Why are we bestfriends?" queries often dawned upon us. I do ask myself once in awhile still. But most of the time, I just answer myself with a smile. Because I know, no matter what, I love you. Also, I know you love me.

So what if we have very different characters, personalities or thinkings. So what if occassionally we still do stuff to each other that stings. Like I mentioned, we'll heck the world. Because Jiawei has Reb. Similarly, Reb has Jiawei. We have each other and we'll give no flying fuck about anything.

With no reason, and with no rhyme, I know we deserve to be each others' bestfriends. People cringe at the very conclusion - "Jiawei & Reb are bestfriends." It seems like our name doesn't sound nice together to some others. Well, fuck them people then. What do they know? They ain't us, They ain't feeling the Bestie Love.

And yes. I'm sorry, bestfriend. I do get moody at times. Well.. most of the time. And instead of letting you know what's wrong, I always choose to remain silent and then give you an extremely cold attitude which you DO NOT deserve from me at all. Sorry is not gonna allow me to forgive myself though I know you'll still love me just as much. But still, I'm sorry for the shit I put you through. I must have been a real bastard.

I could go on and on about how I feel about everything about us. But deep down, excluding what I say, what I do, what I express, my bestfriend is part of my life. She's my sister, my friend, my enemy, my lover, my everything. We've been through 2 years, we'll go through a few more lifetimes. Together.

Fuck what I said.
We'll share shit together.

RebWei

Inseperatable by characters.
Inseperatable by personalities.
Inseperatable by feelings.
Inseperatable by hatred.
Inseperatable by verbal attacks.
Inseperatable by no-nothing.

HoYingYee, you're more than a bestfriend.

We could leave this town and rock forever. (:

2004-05-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

i nd u my best fren... i miss u alot alot... realli alot..

2004-05-20T15:02:00.000+08:00

i'm proud of u my best fren! :)

2004-05-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

i wanna go sentosa best fren!!! haha...

2004-05-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

when 2 very different individuals meet at crossroads,
and become bonded by smth called friendship,
why talk about losing. we both are winners.

why?

because i felt like i won everything in the world anyone could give me. when i found YOU;
((BESTFRIEND))

with much love. (:

2004-05-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

hi best fren!
i haf two bloody pimples!
one on my neck(super painful) n one juz beside my nose.
shit!

2004-05-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

hello bestfriend.

i have a fucking PIMPLE!

ewjkdfoijfoijjf.

ta ma de.

band

2004-05-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

went enrollment yesterdae wif best fren, kuku, elroy, chaoyu. was in a super gd mood tt dae. for no reason. mayb juz excited bout sch. bout hafing a cca again. band! same cca as wei! haha...hope we can catch up wif the instrument man.. if not sure sian...
now chatting wif best fren. n she juz told mi tt she want band to start faster. haha.. i oso wan.. beri excited!

2004-05-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

bestfriend has enrollment tmr but haven't finish filling in forms.

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